Beauty Gonzalez (MNS photo)
For the first time since giving birth to her baby girl Olivia Ines last February, actress
Beauty Gonzalez opened up about her difficult experience as a first-time mother.
It was October last year when she confirmed her pregnancy with boyfriend, art curator Norman Crisologo. Gonzalez admitted that after giving birth she went through emotional and physical changes.
“’Yung difference ng body mo talagang nakaka-oh my God. And she was so big, she was like 8.3 pounds, that’s why I had a Caesarean (section),” Gonzalez said.
Gonzalez admitted that she breastfed her baby for almost two months but had to stop because of post-partum depression.
“I salute all breastfeeding moms pero I really tried my best. Kasi nabaliw ako for a slight moment. I had Caesarian, so it’s not easy breastfeeding talaga… Kumo-contract ‘yung tahi ko, sabi ko, ‘Oh my God!’ Tapos I can’t stand,” she narrated.
“I told my boyfriend na gagawin ko no yaya for two months. I will try. Nag-text ako sa kanya I’m losing myself. Kasi umiiyak siya (‘yung baby), minsan hindi ko maintindihan. Nag-iiyakan na kaming dalawa. Sabi ko I tried my best, okay na ito na one month na you got my milk but I really need to… I can’t take care of her, if I can’t take care of my self,” Gonzalez added. (MNS)